宽恕 - 神木与瞳

Screwed up

I did something.
Something that deadly enough to kill everything.
Regretting doesn't help much.
Probably remain silent after my apology would helps.

I had been stuck in it.
With complicated feelings.
I been trying to fix it.
Look like it doesn't work out pretty well.
Probably the least things i could was stay away.
Stay away from who that meant a lot to me.

My workplace ;)

Hey guys, sorry for the delay. I been busy for weeks. Haha. But at least i done the update. I had already uploaded most of the photos and some of u guys might already had seen. Haha. So i guess i just simply brief through wadever is there. =D

Office view. Left behind red high back chair is my seat. =)

Well, we start off with my office. Haha. The red chair behind is my seat. Left side behind. Haha. Oh ya, i think i haven tell u guys which company i working with. I work as store supervisor under shin yang sawmill sdn bhd. Haha. Supervisor, of course biggest post in store la. Haha. But i am a fresh man with no experience. So, most of the work still quite dependent with the old staff inside. I also dunno why they put me at this position. Sometime it just hard to work when most of the ppl don't like you. How sad. But now still okay la. Luckily I am smart. Haha!

View from my quarters.

Outside view of my office. This is the place to store timber wood for furniture line use. Also my job to looking after those wood and in-charge in distributing the wood to those carpenter.

Haha. This guy here. His name is forklift. My toy. Lol! Ini guna untuk angkat kayu. Haha. Maximum can hold up to 3 tonnes of timber.

Trunk that prepared to be cut and saw into smaller pieces.

A lot different of wood inside. Mostly red wood is the best type due to it's high density. While black wood is the hardest wood. Sometime can't even nailed into the black wood.

Sawing machine.

View of logpond site.

Sawmill site timber storage.

Furniture site. Manufacturing furniture, door frame and panel.

Quarters' view. Logpond site.

Inside view of my quarters.

My bed. Haha. Ignore the messiness of the table and my bag. Lol.

My room. Sharing with another co-worker.

Bathroom. Not so good as it look. Haha.

Bathrooms.

Best moment. Lol! Punch card and go home.

Fyi, I will not be updating my blog for the whole week. Maybe next week too. Because the pc in my office can't type chinese and can't even read chinese. Paise ah. I only will be updating when i back to my home. Will be updating some info about the workplace i had been and etc etc. =D

吴克群 - 没关系

吴克群又出新专辑了, 哈哈 我就po 一点上来和你们分享吧，呵呵
这是他的音乐日记, 慢慢欣赏啊. 哈哈

有的没的

好久没上网了,哈哈
今天才从kuala 那里下来美里，顺便回家一趟..
刚买了celcom 的 broadband, 酱以后就可以比较长online 咯，哈哈
可能在我的office 就可以了, 赫赫

嗯, 好想好想问候你过得好吗?
也好想好想看你灿烂的笑一次..
世事真的常常都不如人愿.. 我也从来不怨任何人事..
很多很多事我真的想说,
而且都想说很久了,
久到思念而放在心里已成习惯,
只是我真的很不擅长寻找适当的时机...

好希望上天能安排再次的机会;
也许不是现在, 也许在不久的未来也说不定;
可能还是等你忙完吧..
打从一开始, 我都依然记得当初的诺言,
也都一直好好的保存我的心,
坦若真的欲罢不能，那我就明白了...
但若我依然有幸借出被依靠的肩膀，那就死都不放了..

其实这些真的都是有的没的啦..
真正还是希望你过上好的生活，怕我自己只会带来更多的烦扰..
还是先专心应付比较重要的事先吧..

时机

好像，
时机成熟了，而我却错失了良机。
它比我所打算的还来的快。
也许，
真的是来了。

但我又好像错过了，
如果有幸还能有机会，
我打死都不放了。