Merry Christmas..

Hey, Merry Christmas.. Haha.. Last night sleep around 5am.. LOl.. Should be this morning...
Currently chasing some series movie.. Haha.. PRISON BREAK.. LOL.. Addicted to it.. Hmm.. Juz a simple update wishing everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS.. =)

好歌.. 赞啊.. 顶顶..

不小心发现到的，哈哈，觉得很有意思就顶一下吧..

GreenHill Gathering 2009

Date : 21 Dec 2009
Time : 7.00pm
Venue : 梦竹林, Miri..

Absentee
Johnny, Calvin, Jacqueline, Roger, Shirley, Dominic, who else?..

Erm.. Just somekind of gathering dinner.. Haha.. I order kimchi steamboat.. =)

爱情vs友情, 思念

爱情里最残忍的暧昧，
是我明明知道我爱你，
而却只是可以当朋友；

友情里最自私的胆怯，
是你明明知道你爱我，
而却一直假装是朋友。

思念，怀念，
过去，以往。

Brunei Trip

Went brunei on Tuesday and just came back today.. Eat alot.. Haha.. Mee soto.. My favorite.. Lol.. Wad else? Haha.. Nasi Katok, Nasi mamih, Ayamku.. SUP TULANG!! Lol.. All very nice.. Haha..
Took some pictures.. erm.. and some video clip.. =)

Dinner time.. (1st day)

My little cousin.. Haha.. Pretty? Yes.. BUT troublesome.. =="

Day 2 (Morning)

Visit kampung ayu.. (floating kampung)

Lol.. She again.. =="

Then, jerudong theme park.. Dint took much in jerudong.. Busy-ing playing.. Lol..


Empire Hotel
6star hotel in brunei.. Very big..

Automated lift.. Lol.. I got record a video for this.. Lol..

My dad & mum.. =)

时间

我想,
不管是你和我,
我们都需要时间,
来冷静, 来好好的想想,

那,
这段时间,
我们都维持好朋友的关系好吗?

放心,
朋友的权利,
我都知道,
我不会越权的,

你也别那么担心和烦扰啦, 哈哈
其实, 我是个明朗的人,
在我心里,
爱情和朋友的关系, 我还能分别得出来..

你呢?
现在唯一要做的是,
别想那么多了,你已经很累了,
我不想你那么累,
哈哈,
去睡个觉吧,
剩下的,
交给我吧,
我知道你要的, 放心好吗, 我的朋友?
=)

Twilight New moon

I watched it.. Overall nice movie though.. Haha.. The bella was brave.. Edward loves her alot.. Haha..

Even he rather bella becoming a human, going through life and death, also don't wan the one he loved the most to become a souless vampire.. He loves her.. More than it was shown on screen.. It was touching when he left her in the beginning.. He just wanna protect her away from danger.. But however, he regret and admit later in the movie.. He tot he was protecting but instead he was hurting her.. His love was great and mighty..

Bella was brave, chasing for things she want.. She knew somedays she gonna leave Edward by dying and age-ing.. She was worry about this matter.. She hope she can accompany Edward if she can.. She wish someone would change her into something similar to Edward, something that can last.. Immortal.. But there was a price she gonna pay, she will becoming a monster, she dunno wad will happen after she changed, she need drank blood to survive.. But in conclusion, BUT, she was still going for it.. She was brave.. Do u? =)

Nothin pretty much about Jacob.. Haha.. He got the body i dreamed.. Lol.. But is still not the things that so important to me.. Haha.. This was a good guy.. He accompany Bella when she was down after Edward left.. I admire him.. He was awesome..

Haha.. I guess i stop here bah.. Gtg le.. Job interview.. Lol.. Kinda jing zhang.. Lol.. Wish me Luck.. =P

只想说

我了解一切的事情发展，
我了解你，

你在害怕吗？你害怕自己做错了选择，
那，现在的选择是对的吗?
如果你没有足够的勇气去一起面对，我有..
我能给你勇气，
那，
你能别将自己的心灵封闭吗？

其实其实，
你知道吗？
全部的问题都不是问题，
唯一的问题是你愿意一起面对吗？

其实其实，
我并不害怕这些问题，
我害怕是，你不愿意一起面对，
不愿意让我陪你一起走下去..

放弃真的是唯一的方法吗?
我希望我们可以继续我们的缘分，

可能可能，
现在真的有缘无份，
那，
将来呢？

我可以等你，
等待真的不是个问题，
问题，
你愿意吗？

Quote quote.. =)

Quote this from a fren.. Haha.. Actually I don't know him.. Just click on his link and this was on his page.. Haha.. So i quote.. Lol..

回头看人生

回头想想，人生，好像就是这么一转身就是一辈子，在机会来的时候，

却试着逃避，在机会消失的时候，却又后悔当初。人生，就这么的矛盾吗?

在感情的路上，亦是如此，不珍惜眼前所拥有，失去才来后悔。

不敢踏出第一步，又怎么会知道结果呢，总以为没机会，却不知道人家已经伸出手了，结果，

一转身又是一辈子。

如果能够，千万不要轻易分开，

如果能够，不要轻易说再见，

如果能够，不要把话藏在心里，

如果如果，真的要分开了，也要把彼此放在心里，

不论发生什么，也要第一时间想着对方。

当你过得开心的时候，不要把对方遗忘，

因为，在你伤心难过时，陪在你身边的是那个已经被你遗忘的，

或许，他会默默祝福你，❤却还是会淌血，无法停止思念。

永远永远，好久好久，心，还是在等待着，思绪，还是过往的记忆，

而你，却在眼前渐渐逝去了。

人生不像梦，因为它太真实!
人生不像酒，因为它太无味!
人生不像棋，因为它不会从新来过!
人生不像迷，因为它太通俗易懂!
人生不等于人生!
命运不会把握人生，而人生就是在无法悔过...无法忘记!
想忘记，可是，会么？

答案..

哈哈，终于，答案揭晓了...

你选择了不要面对，你怕连累了我..
哈哈, 放心, 我没怪你, 因为我明白..

浪费时间的定义是什么呢？
如果你觉得是值得的，那，算是浪费吗？

我不想随随便便放弃这段感情，就算我等待后是没结果的，我也心甘情愿..
我知道我的存在对你真的影响很大，你必须牺牲来得到另一个东西, 我了解，也很明白..
但唯一我能肯定的是, 如果我放弃了, 将来我一定会后悔的..
其实,我知道你也明白这道理, 但你是逼不得以..
当然, 我答应成为好朋友, 并不代表我放弃了, 是因为我爱你..
正因为我爱你, 我不舍得你处于这种的环境..

我只想说, 你继续专心读好你的书, 我依然在你身旁..
当你已经解决完一切的问题后, 希望你还记得, 我依然在你身旁.. =)

想对你说的话，我的心情..

哈哈，刚看了你的部落格，
我了解你所面对的种种压力。
我想说的是，我一直都在你身旁。
有问题的话，我们都可以一起面对的。

我知道你
在害怕，害怕失去，害怕自己陷入一个无底深坑，害怕被伤害。

压力，
也向你逼近，
父母的压力，学习的压力，
你不知道应该怎么办，
你慌了，
你不想要这么多的烦扰，你觉得自己快受不了了，
你需要些新鲜的空气，新的环境。

也知道在你心灵深处的矛盾，
你在犹豫，你担心自己无法自拔，

因此，你觉得长痛不如短痛，
逼自己做出残忍的决定。
我都了解这些。。

那，
我的心情又是如何呢？

我不能答应你什么，
但是，我能陪你一起去面对，
两人一起面对，

等待对我来说，
根本就不是一个难事，
那，
我所面对的难事是，
你愿意一起面对吗？
你愿意敞开心灵，诚实的向自己情感负责吗？

我知道现在你需要时间，
当然，时间对我来说不是难题，
我只求你能向自己诚实，
我能信守我的承诺，
陪你度过一切，
waiting for you..

当然，你的最终决定，
我都会尊重.. 哈哈，也希望能透过这里，向你说说我的心情和想法.. =P

写个一个朋友的话

哈哈，有点惊讶lerr.. 哈哈，首先，先说一下，这不是给我那位最珍贵的朋友的，当然写这些话给这位朋友也不是说不珍贵啦，哈哈，是朋友的我都珍惜..

两人的相处难免会有些不快，但是必须有人愿意先讨好对方，就算不是你的错，你也愿意说是你的错作为理由来换取和意，因为你在乎他，那，如果你在乎他？你是不是会不顾一切来惋惜他呢？放下你的固执和个性，你能吗? 如果你能, 那, 就算结果不如意, 你能放下吗? 你能大方的成全他吗? 当然身为朋友的我, 只能给你我的看法...

人生不如意的事, 十有八九.. 如果你觉得, 伤害自己能换回他的关怀, 那你就大错特错了.. 男生不会因为这些事而觉得后悔的, 那, 你酱做你觉得有用吗? 如果他对你还有感觉, 如果你们还有机会, 那, 就少些和他赌气吧.. 伤害了自己过后再告诉他, "我受伤了, 高兴了吗?", 酱反而会令到他更觉得你很烦, 即使,他对你还有感觉, 那感觉也会慢慢的冷了.. 反而, 你少些打扰他, 可能还会带来更好的效果.. 每晚睡前的一封晚安和祝福语, 对男生来说就已经是一个很重大的意义了.. 那里面有代表着隐藏的意义, 就是睡前我都记得你..

我想我唯一能帮你的就是帮你查出他对你还有没有感觉.. 不管是有或没有, 你有足够的勇气接受答案吗? 如果你有, 我一定尽我所能来帮助你... 如果你没有, 那我就不问了...

我身为旁观者, 看得当然会比当事人清楚许多, 哈哈, 以上都是我的看法而已啦, 没说你一定到酱做.. 哈哈.. 希望我能帮上忙, 也希望你能觉得好点.. =P

很有意思的片段

我会学会珍惜身边的每个人，因此我会重视你的感觉.. 哈哈.. 我会坚持下去，就如我起初答应你的，我愿意等你.. 呵呵

Lol..

Lol.. Sorry sorry.. Haha.. Dint know i causing this problem to u.. Lol.. But if it still got chance to fix it.. I willing to do make some changes.. Lolz.. I am really glad to hearing this.. Lol.. At least i know wad u r thinking.. Lol.. Fan xin la.. I am fine.. Lol.. C ya.. ^^

Haiz..

Erm.. I tot after my test and everythings will goes back to sweet, neat and nice.. Happy ending u know? Haha.. But hu knows? Things are still the same.. The one I waiting didn't show up, and the annoying one keep pop out to buzz me.. Zzzz.. Shhooo larr.. Aduh.. Even lazy to ignore u le larr.. While the other one... I saw ur comment in facebook just within the minutes.. Are u escaping from me? Should everythings have to be done like that? I dunno how to say.. If u intend to, okay well, I never shown up in front of u again if u wish to.. I don't like ppl feeling me as a annoyed person...

YES.. I M FREE!!!!!!

YES!! Last one to go..

Just finish my test and reach home.. Kinda tired.. Today de test quite easy.. Haha.. I maybe can get distinction on Mechanical Principles.. Lol.. Just a simply update.. I gtg lerr.. Prepare for 2molo de test..

FAIL!!

Haiz.. I got one subject confirm fail ler.. I only know how to answer 3 out of 10 question.. Is so hard... My answer booklet 70% are blank.. Haiz.. Next yrs gonna take it again.. Left two more subject to go.. 2molo and day after it.. Then i will be free le.. Hahaha..

Btw, I was so happy juz now.. My cousin challenge me on texas poker.. So stupid him.. Haha.. I onli remember one match he got double 8, while i only got K and 6.. Seriously, I doesn't know i would win.. Haha.. Well, we all in-ed out chips and the result come out.. I got Triple 6 and pair of K.. Wow.. Godly hand... Haha.. I win all his money.. Muahahahaha... Lol.. Erm.. It been 12 days i dint sms u already.. Recently dint see u online also.. A bit bored in miri.. Haha.. Maybe after my test i will goin to find a part time job to earn some money.. I miss you dear..

Aww...

Haiz.. I just finish plant tech and maintainance... The question is a bit unexpected.. A bit hard.. Haiz, hope i can pass that exam.. Later 2pm still need to test plant hydraulic again.. Haiz.. Hope it is easier.. I miss u.. Got online nw ma? Haha.. I guess no gua.. Anyway, see ya.. I gtg ler... =P

Emptiness....

Wow, it already late midnight 1.19am.. Haha.. I just finish my revision for 2molo test.. Should be later.. Haha.. Erm... Checked my facebook, msn on available, played 2 round of bejeweled, farmvilled.. Wad else can i do? A simply update for my blog maybe.. Was waiting someone actualli.. I really miss you sweet heart.. Just 11 days was enough suffer for me.. I couldn't stop thinking of you.. I love you dear.. Sleep tight.. Have a good night.. =P

Advanced Diploma In Mechanical Engineering

Haiz.. 2molo gonna test le.. My exam timetable:-

2 Dec 2009
09.30am~12.30pm Plant Technology and Maintenance procedure (2565-038)
02.00pm~05.00pm Plant Hydraulics and Pneumatics (2565-040)

3 Dec 2009
02.00pm~05.00pm Mechanical Principles (2565-026)

4 Dec 2009
09.30pm~12.30pm Plant Installation and Maintenance (2565-021)



2molo is my final examination that award by C&G external exam... Kinda worry for 2molo.. Hope the test this year was easy.. May God bless me.. Again.. I miss u.. =P

Fine...

Okay fine.. I get it... I m realli tired... I hope i could find a place to shout at.. I have too much in my heart to hold..... Those things gonna burried me.. T.T
I wanna cry... ARRRRHRHRHHHGHGA>>>AG>>A>GAKSDJASLKJGLKSDJLAJSDLAJSGAD.....
Stress!!!!!...

Haiz... Why like that? I just wanna find someone to talk with..... Okay then, .... I lose to a movie? to a game? I know you will see this.. Either sooner or later... But i couldn't care so much lerrr.. I didn't mean to scold you.. I juz want to find some place to expresss... U know how much i have been through? I m realli tired... And i miss u alot.. alot alot...... The feeling realli sucks... ARHHHHH... My computer never close since morning.... Wad am i waiting? Just for that moment.. I sitting infront of my computer for long hrs just to make sure i wont miss the chance.... Actualli, I know there is something with the connection.. But, i realli couldn't control myself.. I wanna find a place to expresss... I wanna explode le.. Those heavy feeling in my heart, in my inner being.. Was realli heavy... I couldn't hold them any longer lerr.. T.T
I couldn't count how many times i check ur profiles in msn and facebook... ARRGGHH.. My feeling are realli a mess and shitty.. Damn and stupid exam..

I hope you don't angry.. I will be fine after this.. I just onli nid a place to spam my feeling out.. Sorry if i hurt, i realli dint meant it, just purely wanna express my feeling... Thanks.. phew..

Miss you..

JLT 6

Picture picture.. Haha.. I didn't took this.. Grab from someone.. Haha..